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Llewellyn Watts ([personal profile] pocketpretzels) wrote2022-07-18 10:18 pm

MHA #15, Tuesday Afternoon

Watts was in an exceptionally good mood today-

Or rather more accurately, Watts had been in an exceptionally good mood, when he'd gone to the post office to check for his regular correspondence with the fellows back home and had found a parcel waiting for him.

But now that he was back home and said parcel was sat on his dining room table he was in an exceptionally nervous mood. Not about the gift itself; he and Steven had already established that gifts between friends were acceptable, and if that were true than by the transitory property, gifts between two people who were seeing each other romantically was more than all right. (Jack had never been one for gifts, giving or receiving, aside from that one nearly-ill-fated cake, and his past relationships with women were even less help as a guide, for a number of reasons.) In any case, it wasn't the gift itself that was cause for his sudden bout of nerves. It was the manner in which he was currently planning on giving it to Steven.

Perhaps he should have waited until Thursday and taken it by the museum? Or Friday, even. Kept it in his desk at the Trooper Station and hoped Steven could swing by for lunch again.

But no. Instead of waiting, he'd called Steven, asked him to come over, with no pretext at all. Just. Telling him he had a gift to give and inviting him over, like that. That, he feared, might be terribly forward.

Thus the pacing he was doing back and forth in his bedroom, picking up his suit jacket and putting it on, and then discarding it, only to pick it up again and put it back on- and, well. You get the idea.

[ooc: for the sweetheart. up early in deference to timezones and vacations.]
hasaknightjob: Steven kiss (Steven kiss)

[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 12:52 am (UTC)(link)
Steven was disappointed as well. There was also worry. Any time he had to bring up a reminder about what he couldn't do he was afraid that might be the thing that finally made Llewellyn realize what he was missing by not being with someone, well, normal.

But the fact that Llewellyn didn't pull away helped. As did the way Llewellyn immediately adjusted, doing what he could and not pushing the limitations. It made Steven gasp, both in pleasure and relief. And if Steven's hands gripped Llewellyn's shirt with a bit of need for both comfort and closeness, well hopefully that was all right.
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
In spite of Llewellyn saying that, Steven still felt he had to apologize. "If it was only me I would be thrilled. Honest."
Edited 2022-07-21 01:13 (UTC)
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
Steven leaned into Llewellyn's touch, rubbing his cheek against Llewellyn's hand. "That's not 'instead' though, is it? Wonderful thing in its own right, that. If you wanted me to."
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Steven still felt the issue of his own limitations in these moments was something they needed to talk about. But at the same time it was not something to talk about now. Especially when Llewellyn was taking such a large leap of faith with everything he'd been offering since Steven arrived. The important part was them jumping together.

"Long as you don't think it's some sort of consolation prize," Steven said. He moved his hands up to cup Llewellyn's cheek and draw him in for a soft kiss. "You're no such thing to me. You're wonderful."
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
As ever, Steven was moved by Llewellyn's bravery. "All right. There is one small problem though."

Steven reached for Llewellyn's tie, wrapping it around his hand until Llewellyn was drawn near. "This will have to go and it's so very useful, you see."
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
Which worked out nicely since Steven enjoyed being able to do it. Such as now, when he pulled Llewellyn into a kiss that lasted long enough to undo the tie and drop it somewhere, as forgotten as the waistcoat had been.
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Absolutely awful. Particularly as this only encouraged Steven to keep going, and undo the top buttons of Llewellyn's shirt. Just enough to expose his neck, and let Steven move his hand to slide along the newly bared skin.
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
That did help, yes. It also made Steven decide to take his time, lightly trailing his fingertips along the side of Llewellyn's neck and along what he could reach of Llewellyn's collar bone. Steven broke the kiss so he could move back enough to look, watching Llewellyn once more like this was something wonderful he was being given.
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Naturally Steven had to kiss him when he saw that expression. But brief, appreciative, before moving to kiss along Llewellyn's jawline. He spread his hand out across Llewellyn's bare throat, covering as much skin as he could. Not holding, just touching in a gentle caress as his hand slid lower to open up as much of Llewellyn's collar as possible.
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
Could hardly be called greedy if Steven was giving it away freely, could it? Certainly not in Steven's opinion. There was an unlimited supply here, as far as Steven was concerned.

Steven did pause, though, to take a look at things. He moved his hand just above the spot where the left side of Llewellyn's neck met collarbone. His eyes flicked back and forth between that and Llewellyn's shirt, his expression as studious as if he was doing a translation. He then leaned in and pressed a kiss to that exact spot, waiting to see how Llewellyn reacted.
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Good information to know. With that Steven leaned in, kissed again, then tried a bit harder. Not so hard that it would be painful, or at least that wasn't his intent. But, hopefully, enough that a red mark would be left behind.
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[personal profile] hasaknightjob 2022-07-21 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
That was - well, very nice, actually. Distracting, in fact. Which was why Steven immediately moved up to give Llewellyn a hungry kiss instead of taking a moment to admire his handiwork.

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